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Hiding in the closet,
Peaking through the slats,
Watching me as I fall asleep,
Creeping out to terrify me.
Through the window they glance,
Making sure I'm not checking,
Pushing the pane up,
Crawling in at midnight.
I never catch them,
I'll never see,
But theyre the ones watching,
Making a havoc inside of me.
Fighting to keep my sanity,
But they keep on battling me,
They won't give up,
But neither will I.
Banished into the realm of nightmares,
I refuse to be the one they scare,
I will rest in peace tonight,
Knowing they're trapped out of sight.
Peaking through the slats,
Watching me as I fall asleep,
Creeping out to terrify me.
Through the window they glance,
Making sure I'm not checking,
Pushing the pane up,
Crawling in at midnight.
I never catch them,
I'll never see,
But theyre the ones watching,
Making a havoc inside of me.
Fighting to keep my sanity,
But they keep on battling me,
They won't give up,
But neither will I.
Banished into the realm of nightmares,
I refuse to be the one they scare,
I will rest in peace tonight,
Knowing they're trapped out of sight.
Unhinged
My decision wasn't so innocent,
There was a lot of thought behind it,
There was a lot of back and forth,
But in the end I chose me.
I'm unhinged,
Suicidal and depressed,
No hope of recovery,
But still I choose me.
I'm unhinged,
Not completely present,
Well, not mentally,
But I'm here physically.
Because of You
Because of you,
I've learned an important lesson,
Don't love too hard,
But dont let go too easily.
Celebrate the good things as they come,
And curse the bad as they go,
But don't let go,
Keep a tight grip.
Because of you,
I know what I've been doing wrong,
I can't love you nor anyone else,
If I can't love myself first.
I'm working on it, I swear,
I've been trying to get better,
I've been looking in the mirror,
And getting used to what I see.
Letting you go really hurt me,
It broke me in ways I never thought possible,
I was happier than ever,
And I let it all go.
Because of you,
I won't ever love the same a
Devious Journal Entry
Strength is when you're fighting back tears while you smile. It's letting the tears stream down your face and not wiping them away. It's in letting yourself feel every emotions wholeheartedly, never holding back. When you love, it's with everything you have in you. When you cry, that's the release of all the pain and sadness you've kept hidden for so long. Letting every mean thing people have said about you or to you, go.
I Can't Lift The Weight
I can't lift the weight,
I won't even try.
I can't make you stay,
For I've already said goodbye.
Ill want for you,
Ill wait by the door,
But you're nowhere in view,
I'm left wanting for more.
Eventually I surrender,
And I let the tears fall,
For in all of your splendor,
You left me waiting for your call.
In my blanket of denial,
I never noticed your pain,
Into the darkness I further spiral,
Away from the happiness I once hoped to gain.
On a beautiful day that was so rare,
I sat alone in the sunshine missing you,
I realized that it had been me you were trying to spare,
To keep my heart from ripping in two.
I closed m
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